So here I am waiting for the webinar to start and I thought I’d use the time to think about my grief.

A long and complicated story that I’ve shared in snippets and choosen not to repeat again today. But it does make me think about the multifaceted nature of grief.

I wonder what I’ll learn to build on what I’ve experienced, what I’ve witnessed in friends, family and patients. What I’ve read about, People I’ve worked alongside and people I’ve let go.

I’m still reading the body keeps the score (Bessel Van Der Kolk) so there’s that too.

Oh I’m in, listen, make comments, click on the link…

It was interesting for $200+ and something you too can learn how to heal… shame. The course sounded good and everyone has to make money. Healing for whom?

In other news a job interview coming up. Please please can we stop with this term “short shifts” short for whom? Nope not doing 12hr shifts ☺️ I’ll die on this hill.